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please pray that not communicating with brian will get easier for me. cuz it's hard...

it's not as bad during the day, it's just at night, when i crawl in bed, that i feel it more. just pray that i will just seek and find strength in the Lord in those moments and always

i got to talk to emily, and blaire, briefly on skype tonight...it helped to hear a familiar voice...